To Stay or To Leave... That is the QUESTION!

K... I'm officially declaring myself to be retaining... I've flung all my H2 subjects and YUP! Bet I'm gonna retain... I'll upload my scripts marks soon and u ppl out there will get to see hw bad are my results! Now I'm really thinking of what should I do! Go poly? Retain and give it another shot? I really am not sure! Should I talk to somebody? And who should the SOMEBODY be? I really dunnoe... Suddenly I feel so lost!